a little something to share..=P

have u ever felt dat ur missing a very important part in ur life,

n yet u dun even know wat d heck it is?

even if u have d lil gist of idea of wat it myte be..

but ur not even sure if ur ready for it..

call me crazy, but i think i hv reached to d level where i shud..

if not, be with dat very important part in my life..

see? i cant even be honest with myself in things like these..

n now dat i am, i am still giving ppl d benefit of d doubt..

er, i dunno wat dat means, but it sounds kinda ryte.. ehehe..=P

so.. fine.. i admit it.. for d first time..

dat i have wat i think is a serious crush on a friend of mine..

at first i wasnt even sure if it even is a crush..

dat i myte juz enjoy his company n wat not..

but then again, i have never felt as nervous as dis in my entire life..

i only met him thrice, we were schoolmates back in primary school..

we were never close.. we rarely even acknowledge each other..

n now dat we met during our previous reunions..

i never felt anything when i first met him for d 1st time after 7 years..

but when i met him for d 2nd time;

boy did i felt something..;")

gosh.. where do i start.. so we spent d entire day together..

all 6 of us since we were d only ones who wanted to hangout..

d rest were too busy, or so they claimed..=.=

still kinda annoyed about dat.. so it turned out..

dat we really had fun.. seriously..

we went for karaoke, we sang for like 4 hours..

had lunch before dat, took a few pictures..

during dat period tho, i felt nothing at all..

but then he started flirting.. dang..=P

i was like, so freaking flattered..

he can be really charming.. n yet he played hard to get..

how is dat even possible ryte?

n yet, i played along.. but i swear i was blushing scarlet

when he kept calling me sayang.. haha!!XD

damn Dila.. look at u all smitten..=p

so dat nyte, after singing, walking around n everything..

we had dinner at dis place which has shisha..

man its been a long time since d last time i exhale d sweet flavour of strawberry shisha..=3

huhu.. so we i had a light dinner coz i wasnt dat all hungry..

at it was when we started talking.. dat i find myself attracted to him.

attracted to d way he speaks..

attracted to d way he thinks..

impressed by how he convey wat he thinks as he speaks..

n i was like.. dannnnnnngggg... i'm actually falling for dis guy!;")

so, i'm not actually falling in love. so wat?

i'm kinda enjoying it. d feeling's a bliss..

coz i never felt like dis before, like.. literally..

so i told my girlfriend went we went for our prayers..

but at dat time, like i said.. i still wasnt sure..

so d feeling isnt dat strong yet..

but as time goes by.. well..

i find myself smiling more than i actually shud when he said smthing amusing..

n i find myself laughing wholeheartedly when he made jokes..

so, yeah.. i admit it..

i have a major crush on him..

oh no no no.. i will not reveal his name, nor who he is..

dats for me to know n for u to wonder..;)

hehehe.. so okay.. i gotta go now..

long story short, i am trying to get close to him..

n dat seems effortless, coz he's doing d same thing..

we chat on facebook, sometimes we text..

at one time we actually talked for almost 3 hours on d phone..

huhu.. dat was a great, funny. sweet n touching conversation..=)

n i loved it.. tho i have to say, dat d more we talk..

d more i find myself, not more attracted to him..

but, liking him, as a friend.. hmm.. i wonder why..

okay so i will talk more about dat later coz mama is on d way to pick me up..

i am at home, in kl.. i still have 3 days, 2 hours n a few more minutes to study..

finals around d corner man!!

gotta go! it was fun catching up bloggie dearie!

Love u!! muah3!! XoXo..^.~