Alhamdulillah, I MADE IT TO D DEAN'S LIST AGAIN!!!='D ^_^

23rd Nov 2010, @ about 2.45am in d early morning of tuesday..=)

oh my dear GOD!! Alhamdulillah!! i'm so so happy today COZ MY RESULTS WAS OKAY!!=D i scored 3.59 for my cgpa,

n i made it to d Dean's List again bloggie dearieeeee!!;D waaaaaaaaaah.. i'm so glad n happy n relieved n ever so grateful..

when i read my results, i was so close to tears.. i almost cried, i did let a few tears escaped, hehe..;p bcoz i was juz so..

RELIEVED!! i was glad to have made it to d dean's list, therefore maintaining my president scholarship..=')

these r my results..:

1. Co-curriculum in Education A 4.00 GPA : 3.59

2. Teaching English Grammar A- 3.67 C.GPA : 3.59

3. Teaching Reading & Writing Skils A- 3.67 Dean's List

4. Multimedia in Education B 3.00 Award..;p

5. English for General Purposes B+ 3.33

i was so worried 4 my Multimedia n TRAW, n it turned out, i actually scored A- 4 traw, n a B for Multimedia!!=D it was all

i cud do but pray to Allah, to atleast.. at d very least score B 4 my multimedia.. Allhmdulliah, i got my wish.. n also prayed

to obtain good enough result to maintain my cgpa n my scholarship.. but watever it is, i am GLAD..=)

despite d stress of it all.. despite d fact dat someof d papers were really hard, n despite d lack ofconfidence i had 4 those tough papers, i managed to score suprisingly well..;p eventho my gpa dropped form 3.73 to 3.59.. i managed to maintain my cgpa.. n i'm thankful enough for dat.=')

so basically first day back when quite well..=) before i took my result i did got a lil frustrated with my current mentor.. but in d end i managed to activate my id, take my results n register, feeling like crying with happiness n jumping with joy at d same time..='D

uncle called n said he was coming to msu with irfan, i was at d account dpt activating my id in d full packed stuffed room..=.=' thank god i didnt hv to wait n que like d other's as i went with Najihah to d private students lane.. then we went 2 d exam dpt to collect our results, reading it donwstairs as we went to photocopy it 4 registration..

Alhamdulillah was d first thing dat came to my mind.. i did a lil mid jump n laughed with joy as i read my results.. n as i said, i almost cried..=') while waiting 4 my turn to register, d 1st person i called was mama.. n she was so happy to hear my results, again, i cried, i did cried a bit dis time.. tears of happiness.. tears of joy for d result, as my mum exclaimed, dat i deserved..^_^

n then i texted uncle, telling him my result n dat i myte come by to his office to meet him before going to class 12pm.. i told him my class was 12 to 4pm, so i myte come by before, or after class.. he didnt replied much coz he was in a meeting i think.. but he did texted, "kena celebrate ni." ;p

hehehe.. i finished my registration n by then it was half an hour 4 me take my lunch n rush to class.. sitting at u cafe with giha n fatin nabila, having our wantan noodle.. i texted uncle asking him where he was, n he told me he was at d scd opposite u cafe!! so i told him i was hving my lunch, n he came to my table..;p i hugged him, tho i didnt cry coz i was juz happy to see him.. n i wanted to rush to class coz it was almost 12pm, n he had a meeting as well.. so i juz told him briefly dat i was glad, n he congratulated me.. he went back to his meeting, in d see through meeting room.. so as i was walking out of u cafe to class, i waved at him, n he waved back, d whole meeting room was watching..;p n giha said, "ala comel nye.." hehe.. well, uncle did lost a lot of weight.. he looked small n baby faced, happily waving at me..=)

n then i had my first two classes, educational psychology n pedagogy.. both seemed really interesting, but also heavy.. i mean, both lecturers were really good at explaining d introduction of d subject, n wat we're up against.. as they explained more n more, they made me realized one thing.. am i fully prepared to be a primary skool teacher for my practical?? well.. maybe it's too soon to tell.. practical is about less than a year away, but as they stated, i need to learn everything, know d basics of teaching, n d approaches n techniques n all d things required for my practical.. i did get nervous, n anxious, at d tot of handling a class full of young, active, n hyper children, some keen, n some may not be, in learning English.. hmm.. well, we'll get back to it later k..=)

so i sat with biya in class.. missed her so much!!;p

n then i got a call from my mama, she told me dat uncle mat n busu wanted to take us out for dinner.. she asked me if i cud come back to kl for awhile, n she will send me back later dat nyte after d dinner.. at first, i didnt know y i tot twice about it.. it was like, i wasnt sure if i wanted to go.. well of course i wanted to!! but biya asked me before to accompany her to buy sm stuff.. *i know ryte, coming back home was more important, but at dat moment, maybe, i was still in, er.. "sebak" with my results.. hehe..* so i said it's okay ma, u n kayum go ahead.. n i know she sounded a lil down when i said it.. i dunno y i said it!! i was confused somehow..=.='

n then i told biya, n she told me.. "la.. balik je la.. mesti ur mum nk celbrate u dpt ur results kan.. kte bole klua bile2 je yang.." n i was like, of course dat was wat i shud b thinking.. i didnt know wat got into me.. n i called mama again ryte away, telling her okay ma, i'm on my way home.. dila balik kay.. n she sounded happy..=') so happy dat i'm glad i called her back..

biya was kind enough to lend me rm100 for me to pay 4 d new books required for both subjects.. but after thinking it thru i told her, tq so much 4 d offer biya, it means a lot to me.. but maybe i wud juz asked my mum about it, n pay her back using my scholarship allowance i was about to collect soon.. again, i'm glad to have her as a good friend of mine..

she has been kind n generous, not to mention very understanding n a good listener to all my problems.. she was also a good person for advice.. i guess i got lucky, to finally have a good friend who i can count on n trust n hv fun at d same time..^_^

so we went back n hopped into cabs, biya going home n me to batu tiga.. when i entered d train after dat.. i sat, n looked out d window.. all i wanted to do was cry.. sbb x puas nangis dgn tangisan kegembiraan.. hehehe..;p so i texted all who mattered about my results: maklong, makcek, n kak husna.. also telling her dat i was going back 2 kl 4 awhile for d dinner, n coming back 2 s.alm after dat.. dat morning b4 i went 2 msu, i told her i was worried about my results n all.. n she told me not to, dat i wud do fine.. well, she was ryte.. hihi..=P

when i came home, i went to d kitchen where mama was cooking, n hugged her.. of course, we both cried..=') we cried for some time coz we were both so happy.. sebak sgt.. hehe.. n mama said mmg rezki dila pakcik mat blaje dinner, juz after getting my good results.. it was all fated well by d Almighty..^_^ i prayed solat syukur dat nyte between maghrib n isyak.. i even cried during those prayer, expressing my most deep n honest gratitude to Allah, for d results i obtained.. i thanked him for answering my prayers in tears.. n Insya Allah, i also prayed 4 my mental n physical preparations for my future in tesl, in teaching during my practical, n d future ahead..=)

d dinner dat nyte was great!! well, it was only 6 hours ago..;p we had steaks n i had lamb shank.. it was d place mama wanted to take me before i end my holidays last 2 days, but i told her it was okay ma, coz it was too expensive.. hehe.. alhmdullilah, it was our rezki, to hv had dinner with pakcik mat n busu.. it was like a celebration for my results, n 4 kayum's nyte before spm..=D

busu was happy when she heard my results too.. both she n pakcik mat congratulated me..

woooow.. d food was superb!! mama was ryte.. d meat was extremely tender n delicious.. so juicy n tasty n well, we were all satisfied with d food.. heheh..^.^ d lamb was nice, so was d steak kayum had.. n d portion of ribs pakcik mat ordered.. well fed, well done..;p

Alhamdulillah, it was a great day all in all.. d good news of my results, d great introduction of my new classes, mama's tears of happiness, n d amazingly delicious dinner, thanks to pakcik mat, n d whole prospect of a great way to start my brand new semester with a lifted spirit..^_^

u know wat they say.. today is another day.. hehe..;p ~