~I DUNNO WAT I'M LOOKING FOR~


i dunno what i'm looking for,
i'm lost in my own thoughts..
i get these chances which i overlooked,
i avoid them at all cost..

i guess dis is wat i get,
for being a lil choosy..
but then again who can blame me
for being careful n a lil picky..

well for one i dont understand
why i attract these 3 types of men..:
too desperate, n way too nice..
controlling my life not once but twice!

this is too much i cant handle it,
i do not like it one lil bit..
u hv to know me well enough to be attracted to me,
don't juz judge d way i look but not knowing me..

i never asked for dis to happen,
i never said i'm really dat good..
u loving me u fall for me,
i juz sat there long i stood..

texting, calls, chatting online,
so many ways words so devine..
expressing tots, ideas n such,
yet sometimes d saying goes way to much..

oh dun b like dat my dear,
its juz too much for me too hear..
i'm sorry but u sound so cheezy,
u think seducing me is really dat easy?

urgh, dun take my looks for granted,
i may seem decent to your eyes..
but once u poke one side of me,
u'll regret it n for dat u i despise..

i have yet to find my charming prince,
i have yet to live in those dream like castles..
i know one day i'll finally meet him,
n for dat i will wait as destiny calls..

for those few guys i'm really sorry
it's not my intention to hurt u badly..
but i warned u beforehand didnt i?
to take it slow n not to hope to high?

a girl's heart it's not a toy,
u can't play with it like a barbie doll..
it's fragile and unpredictable,
so treat it well, dats it, dats all..

i dunno wat i'm looking for,
i'm confuse in my own thoughts..
but love is patient love is kind,
i'll find it soon, at all cost..~

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