~SoCiaL ReaLiSM - Part Three . . .~

Point 3: CAUTION.

Take caution in ur actions, sometimes u tink u made d right decision, but things suddenly doesn't turn out d way u expect it to be.. Accept d fact dat dat's how life is.. U hv to learn frm ur mistakes n gain experiences frm it 2 b a better person in d future..

All i'm saying is,
u cant always believe what u see, or hear, or read...
Maybe what u think is different than what is meant to say..
Sometimes u make d wrong assumptions, n no matter how much u argue with urself or ur friends, about a certain rumor u heard,
U CANT ALWAYS THINK THAT YOU ARE RIGHT.

Because u might b wrong.. if u juz wanna talk about it among ur close friends its fine, but dont encourage it n spread them to d rest of d world..

Some people might get hurt...
Some people might lose their friends...
Some people might lose their trust in their friends..
n worse of all, it was ALL- YOUR- FAULT.

U might not intentionally do it on purpose,
but people still get hurt from wat u did..
Other ppl pay d price of wat u said..
All bcoz of one-stupid-uncertain-wrongly assumed rumor
dat u made, or said. . .~

Huh.. Yeah, in a way i'm letting out d anger i feel inside..
After years n years of being a victim of these stupid rumors i keep hearing about..
I had to face dis Complicated-Nerve Racking-Misunderstood rumors n gossips since i was fifteen..

Sometimes, when u think dat ur juz trying to help a friend in need, other people think there's something going on between d both of u..

Sometimes, juz bcoz u accidentally bumped into ur teacher n hit him on d head, people thought u kissed him..

U say hi, n they think ur flirting..
U smile, n they think ur seducing..
U wink, n they think u like them..
U pat a guy in d back n BAM! They say it's sexual harrasment..
U hugged ur cousin brother who fetched u frm skool,
n d nex thing u knew "I saw Adila hugging her boyfriend yesterday!"

URGH!!! Huh.. Need i say more???
Sometimes i find myself crying in d middle of d night. . .
Because i just can't take it anymore..
Of course, i still walk around everyday smiling as if nothing happened, but deep down i was crying a river inside..

But then again, i eventually toughen up..
Because i, n i myself know dat d rumors are not true..

They wanna spread lies? Go ahead..
Should i even care? U know wat?
I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
U pathetic people, n ur bloody mouths can go to hell..
Rot in hell for all i care..
U deserve it for making stories about me out of nothing at all..
Jealous of me? Cant stand d teachers praising me?
Hate me for beating u in English?
WHY SHOULD I CARE???

Da rezki i, u nak i buat mcm mane?
Bukan i yg mintak tp i yg dpt..i bersyukur la..
Yg u nk kena mencarut x tentu pasal tu apehal?
X puas hati? X suke? Benci?

LANTAK LA. ADA AKU KESAH?
Aku x pnah kacau idup kau, yg kau sebuk nk kacau idup aku kenape???
Da xde keje? Desperate sgt nk attention ke??
AMEK LA AMEK!! Suke klau org ckp psl kau benda yg bukan2??
Suke klau org pk yg kau buat benda yg x betul??
Suke klau org gossip psl kau pdhal kau x pnah buat pun ape yg diorg ckp??
SUKE KE IDUP MCM TU??
HIDUP YG PENUH DGN FITNAH N KONTROVERSI?
Aku x pernah mintak pun semua tu.. tp klau kau nk sgt AMEK LA..
Semoga kau bahagia idup dlm penipuan..
Tu je aku nk ckp.. Huh...

Hah kan.. Ni namanye LEPAS GERAM.
Mmg da meletup abis2 da ni..
Belum pernah lg dila lps geram mcm ni..
Papepun, sape yg mkn cili tu terasa la pedas nye..
Klau da smpai bisu tu jgn salahkan org plak ye..
Berani cari nahas, berani la tanggung akibatnya..
Huh.. Jd hrp2 berubah la ye..
Bia aman sket dunia ni. . .amin..

Anyways, juz 4 d record, i didnt mean to hurt anybody's feelings frm whatever i juz said or write.. Deepest apologies in advance frm me..
Dis comes from d heart, n i juz have to let it out..
Hope 4 d best in d future..
Hoping so much for a better, rumor-free, peaceful, happy life in d future. . .~

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