people say some things are better off left unsaid.. i used to believe dat too.. UNTIL NOW.~

Assalamualaikum.. hello hello bloggie dearie!!!
lama gila dila x tulis kt blog ni kan..
hmm.. hey bloggie, u wanna know smthing?
there r juz so many things i wish i cud express n let it out to u..
so..so..many updates i wish i cud post..
but then again..huh.. i dunno bloggie..

u know how some ppl say some things r better off left unsaid??
i used to believe dat too u know..UNTIL NOW.
huh.. yeah, some things r not meant to be talk about so much
coz we dun wanna coz any more trouble or damage ryte?
hmph.. or so i was told.. i used 2 think dat way..

no matter how hard it is 2 keep it inside u..
no matter how badly i feel like exploding..
u juz 'have' to keep it quiet..
because why? u dun wanna hurt ppl's feelings..
or u dun wan it 2 b a big deal even if it is..
or ur afraid dat some ppl myte intepret it wrong..
afraid dat they myte get d wrong idea..
afraid dat they myte think differently then wat u actually meant to say..
so u shut it up, n ofcourse u juz cant stop thinking about it...
or even if u tried, to shut it away, it kept haunting ur mind...
it kept coming back bcoz its juz smthing dat u juz have to let it out...
as hard as u try to stop thinking about it, it never goes away..
this will only happen because it is A BIG PROBLEM TO U DAT JUZ HAVE TO B SOLVE.

n so u tink dat u can handle it all by urself at first..
when in reality u juz CANT..
it's eating u alive inside, begging to b free, wanting to get out so badly..
n before u know it, u explode...
n when u do, it myte b too late...
but if u get lucky, it myte juz b d ryte time...
if ur lucky enough to have a good friend beside u to listen to ur miseries...
to have someone dat u can trust to b a shoulder 4 u 2 cry on n gives u a hug juz when u needed it...
lucky to have someone with d ryte amount of patience to finally hear everything u bottled up inside u
for so so long... n bit by bit, little by little, eventually u'll feel relieve...
because u have finally let out all ur anger, sadness, miseries dat u kept inside...
u'll feel like u juz lost half d burden u've been carrying all this while....
n u finally get to smile n b okay... near to d ones u love...<3

but only, if ur lucky...

i wish i cud say some more, but d time will come...
u juz wait bloggie dear..
u juz wait n see..

as usual, u know wat they say..
tommorow is another day..~

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