~I NEVER KNEW~



I never asked for dis to happen,
I never knew it cud end up dis way..
When i said my desire was to fall in love,
dis is not what i meant to say..

Saying I Love You is one thing,
saying I Love You Too is another..
But if its a blind one sided attraction,
it becomes disturbing n its a bother..

How can a person express his feelings
within a day of cyber chatting?
Without even seeing eye to eye,
without even d chance of first meeting..

How can someone fall in love
without even d excuse of first sight?
How can he be sure of his own feelings
of d girl he barely knew for one night?

As much as i want to believe those words,
it juz happened way toooooo fast..
But then again who can deny
d possibilities it actually has?

Its a blinded love dats for sure,
for it to be real is juz too good to be true..
But even so what would u do
if he really meant saying I Love You?

Oh dear God help me, I'm at lost,
I tried to kindly cast him away..
Bur he claimed he's never gonna give up
no matter what i do or say..

I warned him not to be too hopeful,
I told him i didnt want him to get hurt..
n yet he wouldn't give a damn
n he doesnt mind getting hurt..

I never thought dat dis could happen,
I never knew love could be so blind..
When i said my desire was to fall in love,
dis is not what i had in mind. . .~

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